
i long for warmth in the sun.
i yearn for flight on water.
i hunger for rush in the wind.
i thirst for freedom in the breeze.
"LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE
LIVE THE LIFE YOU LOVE"
-Bob Marley
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Thursday, August 07, 2008 |
...but will still be posting here once in a while.
Posted at 11:56 pm by 7thstranger
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The Loss of Creativity Kills The Soul
a re-post from my other blog.
I was writing down a blog entry in my other site a few days ago (also re-posted below), and quoted something from the website of a cartoon show...
"They
say that you stop being a child when you stop drawing and that the fact
of abandoning your drawings causes a loss of creativity..."
This made me think. I stopped drawing a long time ago.
I
was chatting with a high school friend a few days ago, and she told me
that she found in her old (probably really old) wallet a piece of paper
with one of my doodles. It was a drawing of a nun who was a preschool
teacher then in our school. I cannot even recall making it. I told her
some other classmate of ours probably made it. But she said it was
really mine since I made a note for her at the back of the drawing. I
made it when I got so bored listening to our teacher in class. :D
It
seems that those days of my little sketches and doodles and drawings
are so so far away. Give me any piece of paper and I'll just sketch
anything that comes to mind. It just flows effortlessly.
Now,
it seems every drawing I would like to do or think of doing has to be
carefully thought of. I just recently started forcing myself to go
back to the drawing board. Took out my sketch pad, pencil and
eraser... It seems I have forgotten what and how it was like to just
let go and let things flow. I have to keep on reminding myself it
doesn't have to be perfect.
Perfect. That's my problem. As I
aged, I slowly became a perfectionist. It became harder to draw and
paint because I was getting way ahead of myself --- already thinking
that the result should be this perfect. And I could not start because
I did not know how I would do it such that it would be perfect. But how
can things be perfect if I have not even started anything?
And so it continued until I stopped. I stopped sketching. I stopped drawing. I stopped painting.
With
that stop, I felt I lost my creative self. I lost my imaginative
self. Since a year or two ago and up to now, I am still slowly
digging and rediscovering what was lost.
Because for someone who loves art, the loss of creativity and imagination kills the soul.
Posted at 02:10 am by 7thstranger
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a re-post from my other blog.
Yeah, I know you'll say "but they're cartoons"!
Well, cartoons or not, I simply enjoy watching these shows :
♥ Pocoyo
 | "They say that you stop being a child when you stop drawing and that the fact of abandoning your drawings causes a loss of creativity. It is perhaps due to this, that many of those who work in Zinkia continue being children with huge ears and noses and that the true Pocoyo is the Pocoyo who has already been drawn by thousands of children..." | I like the style of this show. It applies a minimalist approach yet I find every story line amusing and captivating.
It comes as no surprise for me that it has won a number of prestigious awards for animation. Too bad Granada Kids (the production company) is closing down (or has closed down probably by now). After all, television/entertainment is still about money, and it seems that their children shows have not been that profitable. I honestly don't know how this affects Pocoyo. It's sad to think it will be discontinued.
♥ Shaun The Sheep
I really cannot recall when this show exactly started in Disney Channel, but I know it was a new show introduced earlier this year.
At first, I found the stories of this show weird and unusual. Imagine a flock of sheep and a dog doing human stuff behind the back of the "human owner" , and never once were they caught. They party, swim, paint, go to carnivals, eat pizza, etcetera, etcetera... And oh, they don't talk. After watching a couple of shows, I kind of grew to enjoy watching this one.
Another one in my list that amuses me and makes me laugh.
This is what you get when you have kids who love to watch TV as much as I love spending time on my computer... I really don't get to watch much TV shows now except when I spend some time with them. And therefore, I have been forced to enjoy these cartoons and some teen TV series in Disney Channel like Hannah Montana and Wizards of Waverly Place.
Posted at 01:58 pm by 7thstranger
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007 |
Got this from Via's blog. Just wanted to try it... well, seems like senseless fun.
Instructions: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, things … nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person who nominated you has the same first initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.
What is your name? Sxxxxxx 4-letter word: Sexy Vehicle: Sorento City: San Francisco (city nga ba to?) Boy Name: Sam Girl Name: Sandra Alcoholic drink: Singapore Sling Occupation: Singer Something you wear: Sando Celebrity: Sandra Bullock Food: Salad Something found in a bathroom: Safeguard soap Reason for Being Late: Sleeping Cartoon Character: Smurfette (hehe.... obvious ba my age?) Something You Shout: "Shoot!" (instead of saying "shit" so my kids won't pick it up)
Now, your turn to try!
Posted at 01:35 pm by 7thstranger
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Thursday, October 11, 2007 |
please say a prayer for this baby...
i went to visit the adoration chapel in our parish this morning after i finished paying some bills at a bank nearby our house. it has been a while since i visited. three months ago, i was there almost everyday after an anxiety attack incident which brought me to the emergency room of asian hospital. hopefully that incident would be my first and my last.
so i arrived at the adoration chapel and was removing my slippers when a piece of paper posted near the petition box caught my eye. it was a letter with a picture of a 2-month old baby. i could not help but read it. i actually read it three times because i was trying to figure out what it was they were asking for in the letter. normally, i see similar notes like these asking for monetary help. so even before i read the letter, i was expecting it to be asking for some donations. yet, this one does not even mention anything related to money.
all that was asked is to say a prayer for the healing of this baby named hannah ysabelle, born august 14 of this year. she was born with congenital central hypoventilation syndrome (cchs). i'm not medically knowledgeable but from what i understood in the letter is that there is something wrong with her central nervous system that controls her breathing. if she's awake she finds it difficult to breathe and when she's asleep she can't breathe at all, so tubes had to be attached to her.
when i was looking at her photo, tears just filled my eyes. it is so heartbreaking to see a baby, any baby that is, suffering from a medical condition. i came to the chapel to pray for my own needs but ended up praying for this baby instead.
i do hope anyone who drops by this blog and reads this post would do the same. it would not hurt to offer a 5-minute prayer for this baby and others who are suffering as well.
Posted at 02:10 am by 7thstranger
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 |
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 mini cosmopolitan necklace
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 antique brass heart locket
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Posted at 01:49 am by 7thstranger
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Thursday, September 27, 2007 |
i'm alive and kicking again... in my blog, that is... and perhaps starting to in reality as well. i know it's been a while. been pregnant, gave birth, got busy taking care of baby and eldest daughter, got sick, got stressed and burnt out, had to deal with some post-natal anxiety and depression, had no maids, etc, etc, etc.... well, what can i say? but that's life... life just suddenly throws a lot of gifts and bricks at you. and if you're not ready, coping and adjusting becomes quite a struggle. plus they say in every event there's a lesson life is teaching you so you just got to listen... and if you don't get it, sorry but expect another hit yet again! maybe i'm just a slow learner...
but just for now... just for this moment, it feels good to be able to sit down again, face my computer and write an entry in my blog. not for anyone else but myself. and i think i need to do this more often.
i need to find my own space. i am again in search of my solace and my private sanctuary...

Posted at 11:34 pm by 7thstranger
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Thursday, January 25, 2007 |
it's been a long time since i logged in and played around with Yahoo! Avatars. so i was surprised with all the new items that have been added since i last made one... which was years ago -- i think. i have long planned to make my own avatar and upload it, but have never gotten around to do it nor learn how to upload one of my own.
so this is my new Yahoo! avatar... i guess it pretty much shows my current state. not to mention how i love pink stuff recently. i went shopping two weeks ago for maternity clothes, and unconsciouscly i was picking out pink tops... different shades but still pink... hmmm...

Posted at 04:32 pm by 7thstranger
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Friday, November 24, 2006 |
gift ideas for the holidays
christmas is just around the corner, and a lot of us i'm sure are
buying their christmas presents already to avoid the rush...
well,
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moms, aunts, grandmas, lady officemates, sisters, etcetera, etcetera...
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Posted at 03:22 pm by 7thstranger
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Friday, November 17, 2006 |
i long for warmth in the sun. i yearn for flight on water. i hunger for rush in the wind. i thirst for freedom in the breeze.
for some reason, my eyes were drawn to what i have long posted in my blog's "about me" section... for a while, what i have written here seemed to have slowly lose its meaning. but as i read and reread it again now, i once more felt the same passion i felt when i first wrote it... i can feel it so hard i can almost taste it as i close my eyes...
though it may take a while since i can take flight on water with the sun, the wind and the breeze again given my condition now, i'm glad these words have found its meaning once again inside me.
one thing i fear in this life is losing zest and passion for things that i really love. i believe losing your passions is living a meaningless life... and what would life be without any meaning?
the two things i really love in this world (aside from my family, of course)... art and windsurfing. and for a while there, i know i have been detached and indifferent to these two. i had been doing them but without heart. i don't know why. maybe i had let my frustrations build up and get to me, feeling that i was not making any progress... maybe i was expecting so much without putting too much effort really, hoping it will just come... maybe i was letting the pressure of being able to do something grand and excellent take hold of me, leading me to forget why i loved doing them in the first place...
Posted at 01:54 pm by 7thstranger
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